This has gone mad. Have I gone mad?!
Question: This has gone mad!. Have I gone mad!?
i know for a fact that i have OCD on the point of rejection!. it all started with my bad rep in school, (i have ADD and i was a very unusual child back then) and now i have changed as my ADD lightened and i was also a slow developer, one example is when people started in say grade 5 (like dressing in brand names) i started in grade 8!. and the people from my school had made this even worst, with inflicting mental torture and leaving me to wander in my own confusion!. i have been in depression from grade 6 to grade 8!. i have been insecure, and anti social, to anyone who is not one of my BFFs!. i notice that even when i bike around the town, i cannot look at people, i cannot even make eye contact with those i know, i feel horrible if i see the same person twice, i feel im being annoying just to be in their presence for a split second, ect!. but im working (high school) on a preforming arts carrer (musician) and i simply cannot have this problem if im preforming, can you help me!? please!?
just to add: im actually in good shape, clearer skin, dark blonde hair, nice dispostion, and i like what i see in the mirror!. but why is it when i am in the presence of someone, all this goes away and all I focus on are the bad defects of myself!? Even If I only see that person for 2 seconds in my whole life!.
what could this be!? some disorder!? i already have ADD, OCD, and anorexia(or some other severe eating disorder)Www@Answer-Health@Com
just to add: im actually in good shape, clearer skin, dark blonde hair, nice dispostion, and i like what i see in the mirror!. but why is it when i am in the presence of someone, all this goes away and all I focus on are the bad defects of myself!? Even If I only see that person for 2 seconds in my whole life!.
what could this be!? some disorder!? i already have ADD, OCD, and anorexia(or some other severe eating disorder)Www@Answer-Health@Com
Answers:
You are fine!.
Often, we adopt a negative feeling about ourselves that mis-colors the honest way we are!.
You were created by God as a perfect person - made in His image exactly the way you are!.
If you can experience His love for you - His perfect love for you exactly the way you are - everything else will change!.
If you can feel God's love for you, you will start loving yourself - NO MATTER how good (or bad) you look in the mirror!.
I am praying tonight that you accept yourself for exactly who you are!.
I am praying that it is only God's opinion of you, and your own - that you seek!.
If you try to get others to like and accept you - this will be a painful life!.
But you sound intelligent, sensitive, and I really think you can make a big difference in this world!.
Blessings to you - may you know you are loved!. May you know you are blessed - and may you be a blessing to others - one day at a time!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Often, we adopt a negative feeling about ourselves that mis-colors the honest way we are!.
You were created by God as a perfect person - made in His image exactly the way you are!.
If you can experience His love for you - His perfect love for you exactly the way you are - everything else will change!.
If you can feel God's love for you, you will start loving yourself - NO MATTER how good (or bad) you look in the mirror!.
I am praying tonight that you accept yourself for exactly who you are!.
I am praying that it is only God's opinion of you, and your own - that you seek!.
If you try to get others to like and accept you - this will be a painful life!.
But you sound intelligent, sensitive, and I really think you can make a big difference in this world!.
Blessings to you - may you know you are loved!. May you know you are blessed - and may you be a blessing to others - one day at a time!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
nothing is wrong qwith you its called being human!. sometimes we all feel that way we just have to tell ourselfs that we are fine the way we are<33Www@Answer-Health@Com
There is no easy way to say this cause even I feel this way up to a certain extent : WELCOME TO LIFE!!!!!! its sucks don't it!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
thers nothing wrong with you, you just understand life better than most!.Www@Answer-Health@Com