Did I run away from love at first sight?!

No, I doubt it. What you have here is just a case of wonder. You wonder what would have happened if you had accepted. Since you didn't get to know him, you can make him into anything and anyone you want- including Prince Wonderful, which you are doing. I'm not a great believer in love at first sight. True love is based on a lot more than a first impression. Most generally what you have is first lust, not love. Which is okay, since that is what makes love possible in time. For now, relax and stop worrying about what did or didn't happen. If he's still interested, he'll ask again now that you are older. If he doesn't, then it isn't meant to be. You can't miss what you never had, what you miss is what you are making up in your head. That's not love, it's a dream- and he can't possibly measure up to a dream. And love takes time, and requires two people working at it.

nurse, mom of 4

How old are u now if u was 2 young a year ago that means u are still young now men will come and go when u meet the right man trust me u won't let him go