I'm afraid to orgasm?!
Question: I'm afraid to orgasm?
How can I get over it and be able to comfortably let go?
Answers:
If you get more comfortable doing it by yourself you should be ok with doing it in front of him. If your comfortable having sex with him you should be comfortable enough to tell him. Chances are he will be super excited to hear you can ejaculate. If you just talk it over with him and he seems fine with it there's no reason not to. Plus think about what your missing out on, orgasms are fantastic!
Try it in the shower first by yourself. Then you'll be prepared and know roughly how far you squirt, how much and it'll also reassure you that you're not going to pee. Tell him that you squirt. Most men are turned on by this and like to taste it..
You'll have an amazing orgasm if you let go and relax.
I squirt about 6 times durng sex.
Maybe try it alone first, so you know what you're in for.