breasts and areolas..?!
Question: Breasts and areolas..?
Answers:
Some comments on the key sentence in your question:
I know it shouldn't be a big deal
-- Right, it isn't
and that I should love what I have,
-- Yes you should
and some days I actually do,
-- Great, keep that thought
but then I'll see someone with perky ones and I'll just get jealous
-- Here it is all about you are harsh on yourself because you think you need to compete with other women; despite they are not anywhere near your guy.
and think my boyfriend deserves someone who's more comfortable with themselves and has better looking breasts.
-- I think your boyfriend will appreciate if you are more comfortable with yourself. Try some sheer lacy lingerie and a dimmed light. That way without being too uncomfortable for yourself you give your guy what he deserves.
As for the areolae: very pleasurable for the guy to kiss a girl there, the more to kiss the better?
I love large areolas. Seriously.
It's funny that men complain about their penis size and women about your breasts. I think you are getting carried away with your breasts size. My wife was a 36d and I never heard her complain accept the time her best friend's fiance was staring at her when she was wearing a two piece. I can't believe you turn off the lights during sex with her boy friend. I'm sure he likes your breasts. For God's sake leave your breasts alone and have a talk with your mom.
I'm 20 as well and wear a 36G. I'm also self concious about my areola size and the 'perkiness' (or lack there of) Don't bother with surgery because the effects don't last as long as you hope. I would suggest getting a really sexy bra and just wear that during intimacy if you're that uncomfortable. Fredericks of hollywood have very sexy bras for around $20usd. That's the cheapest I've found in my size since plus sized store don't carry band sizes small enough and the only other choice is Nordstroms (not worth $65 bucks, sorry girls, you'll just have to sag a little.) :)