im twelve and wanna commit suicide (ppl r smart here?)?!


Question: Im twelve and wanna commit suicide (ppl r smart here?)?
I'm twelve, ya im young and probably too young to come here but its not my fault they didn't ask for my passport number! :P
I lived 1/8 th of my life, and so far, its sucks. I love school, i have loads of problems, but i sort them out. The trouble is at home. My mom is almost divorced to my dad, cause my dad has loads of wives and they both think we dont know (i have two sisters) she makes me feel uncomfortable talking about bras or periods or anything girly my little sister is so spoiled my mom and my big sister is spoiled by my father. I haven't got ANYBODY in my whole family old as me or 1 yr younger or older. I don't bond with anyone and my BFF at home is my laptop. My whole family thinks I've got some mental problems or whatever...
My mom always tells me she hates me and she wants another daughter and I'm just garbage. And i know i'm garbage cuz im asking this question and im already bad so i know the answer.
My school report comment said something like ' Rosie is a very cheerful member of form and she is popular with her peers and she has a positive record of marks'. I realized that people said childhood are the best years of life, but its not to me, so how will adulthood be?
There's nothing left for me in this bitter world. So, why just i dont go? I'm just too scared to do it. Anyone tell me a easy way to go?

Sorry i wrote a bit and sorry my english is a bit poor, its my second language.

Answers:

Honey, (well I shouldn't call your honey, i'm 12 too)
Once you get past all of this it will get better. I know it will. Try and talk to a school counselor maybe? Or if you feel too uncomfertable talking to them then your friend at school? The one your most closest to and maybe even her mom. My best friend's mom helps me with everything! I love her like a second mom, because my mom died almost 2 years ago. But I don't want to make this about me. This is about you girl! My life isn't great either. Nobodies is perfect. If it's possible try to sit down with your mom, completely alone and tell her how you feel. I know she's mean to you, but just by you typing I can tell you are a sweet girl. I don't know if you go to a private school, but it doesn't matter if you do or don't (the teacher's are just a little more connected to the kids, I go to a private school) but if you have a favorite teacher that's really nice, talk to them! They could help you talk to your mom if you wanted. Maybe if non of these work talk to your older sister. I mean if you have to talk about bras and periods and girly stuff then she's the perfect person to talk to. She has gone/or still going through what your going through! I'm so sorry to hear about your situation, I hope I helped you. I don't want you to waste your life like this! It will get better sweetie! Message me if you need any other help.

xoxo
Julia



Someday everything will make sense...for now laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason ?

hang in there sweetie, it will get better



1-800-273-TALK
This is the number for the suicide prevention hot line. CALL IT NOW!!!

http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org…



hell is way worser then life will ever be...just remember that.dont even think about killing yourself...2 be honest its common for tennagers to feel this way...your gonna grow out of this so dont worry.better days are ahead...



whatever the problem is just keep living please.



Call the Suicide hotline.



You will be dead for billions and billions of years, so why hurry it?
As long as you believe what people tell you, you are doomed to be a shadow person in somebody else's play.
You don't sound like you understand that your body, whether you like it or not, is changing. And one of these changes is hormones. And hormones affect your emotional balance and mood. DUH!
To be successful in life you need
Friends, Positive attitude, health, positive attitude, challenges, positive attitude, laughs, positive attitude, persistence, positive attitude, self-esteem and a positive attitude. It also really helps to have good people skills.
You need to avoid (as much as possible) people who suck the life out of you. The negative people. the energy and time drains.

p.s. The easiest way to "go" is heart failure at age 98. WHy don't you figure out what you should do between now and then? (hint: find then follow your bliss)
p.p.s nobody said life would be fair.
p.p.p.s. YOU are the only one who can upset yourself - or make you happy or sad or angry or silly or.... You need to learn that lesson. Some people never do.
p.p.p.p.s Good Luck, kid.



i went through the same thing your going through. I was always hated by my parents, i mean they bought me nice things but never talked to me and kicked me out when i was 16 bc i guess they realized my younger sister was better then me at everything. DONT KILL YOURSELF! i was so close to dieing at 13 bc i took alot of sleeping pills and theres not a better feeling then waking up in the hospital after something like that bc then you realize your life is way to valuble to lose. Most kids are not that lucky, they end up really dieing and you dont need to! god put you on this earth for a reason. adult life will get better i promise. you will make friends and in the end realize that life is worth living and you will look back to these days and laugh. good luck.



Tell this story to your teacher, because your family needs some serious help. And you need an adult you know, and trust, to help you out with that.

Don't get too desperate, because many people that had crappy childhoods have successful, and happy adult lifes, so don't give up.

So tell this story either to your teacher, or call child services, because you need some help, and probably fast.

Good luck, and first start telling someone, because it's all fixable.



a: dont talk to your self that way your worse that garbage
b: just take som pills

meeeeeee



Why dont you just hang yourself and save us some time.




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