Question for all you younger (early 20's) ladies?!

Question for all you younger (early 20's) ladies?

I am with my boyfriend of three years. We will both be finishing up school next year. We plan to move out with each other and each want to start our lives together right away. It won't be long until we are married and then try for children.
However, this past month we had a little surprise while making love. The condom had fell off inside.
I am now anxiously awaiting to see if I am pregnant. It wasn't long after my period so all facts lead to no, but is it wrong that the possibility of me finding out I'm not will kind of be a dissappointment? I know it is always good to wait until marriage and since we are starting our lives together soon anyway our time will come- but I in a way feel like I would be disappointed even though if I were, it would be hard.

Maybe if told I was, I would have a different reaction. Maybe I'd then be hit in the face

Have any of u unmarried young women ever been dissappointed to hear no even though ur not ready?

Wonder why you think only 20 y/o's can relate???

I'm a little older but I've been right where you are. And yes, I was disappointed.

And yes again, in looking back, it was a good thing that I hadn't gotten pregnant at that time.