What is wrong with me?!

What is wrong with me?

I have to start off by saying I had a very bad emotional and physical up bringing and have been abused by an ex bf and of course was forced to have two abortions by him. But I have found that I have a hard time getting turned on IF I DO AT ALL. Im a very attractive women and have no problem getting guys but when it comes down to having sex I find that im not interested whatsoever. I dont know if its all in my head or if im really just so messed up, that i will never be able to be turned on again. Does anyone know what i should do to fix this im 24 and have always had this problem even growing up into my teenage years i never felt the need to do anythign sexual to myself ( you get the drift). If anyone can shed some light on this for me or tell me what could be wrong with me please help.

2 weeks ago
could my hormones be out of whack too and preventing me from being aroused. Im trying to think of all angles here not just the obvious ones. And no i dont think im friggid or prude i want to enjoy sex and im pretty much open to any kind.

2 weeks ago
Also men dont seem to understand and pretty much give up on me when i dont want to have sex and call me broken.

2 weeks ago
and no i dont think im asexual because do get turned on just not enough and i do like men and women sometimes.

emotional problems...ive a few friends who have been in your situation,or worse....but,they went and talked to doctors and are working out their issues ...maybe you should do the same if that hasnt been tried already.