I feel so pathetic?!

I feel so pathetic?

im 14 and i masturbated for the first time last week. when i put my finger in my vagina it didnt feel good. it just felt really weird but it didnt hurt or anything. i really want to orgasm, but I feel like im doing somthing wrong. can you ladies please tell me what to do to make it feel good? what do you ussually do? this might sound grose but i kinda need some detail because im kinda lost, but i know im ready because i have really stong sexual needs.

thank you in advance, and i swear im not a creep.

well actually you dont put it in the vagina you actually just rub it...maybe thats the problem

or you can try to masturbate in some other ways