I have a cystocele and rectocele .....HELP!!!?!

I have a cystocele and rectocele .....HELP!!!?

I have a cystocele and rectocele I am only 26 and this has ruined my sexlife. I am still breastfeeding (for 9 months now) and my doctor wants me to wait until I am done before we take the next step. Which is physicl therapy, then surgery if that doesn't work. What do I do. I feel so alone and I don't want to be around anyone. My husband wants to have sex, but it is very painful for me. He has been really supportive but I feel like my my whole purpose in life is just being taken from me. I feel so depressed and just horrible. It is really taking over my life. I don't know how to deal with this or what to do. Does anyone have any advice. Please I really feel alone.

The kid is NOT too old for breastfeeding. Current recommendations try to get women to breast feed for 12 months.

Not to sound brash, but don't stop breast feeding (something very important for your child) in order to get your cystocele and rectocele fixed. I'm sorry that they are painful :(

Your husband is supportive. Be thankful for that :) He should understand that it's uncomfortable. Your conditions can be fixed with physical therapy and surgery.

Good luck with everything!