.....throwin up..??!?!

.....throwin up..??!?

heyyyyy!!:)..

welll i have never thrown up...but i have tried to sooo many times..but nothing ever comes up!..its sooo annoying!!
i eat about 200 cals a day..more or less..
and i want to keep it that way..
except when it comes to dinners and cant always get rid of them.....i have to eat dem...and i always try puke it up but it never freakn works!...i no i shouldnt be doing this...but i dont think i have an eating disorder because iv only been like this for a few weeks...and i just wanna loose a bit of wait..il stop when im thin!...
can ne1 help me on ways to get sick?!..
and how much wait will i loose if i eat 200 cals a day!?
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3 weeks ago
i jus thru up..:P......
tuk me like 15 mins .......
nd now i feel like breaking down ...
i jus wanna cry...
cuz i can not go on worrying about wat i eat and about throwing up for de rest of mii freakin life!!!!!im only 13,.......!
but den i still wish i was thin...and im more then likely gonna keep on doing this to myself...
but im 2 scared to talk to any 1 incase dey think im jus looking for attension..like i have only thru up once....!!...aaaahhhhhhhh ..i h8 dis!!!!

OMG.
Don't throw up.
It's the worst thing you can do.
I didn't consume any calories a day unless I had to and I ended up getting hospitalized with ANOREXIA.
It's NOT worth it.
You can end up dieing of stomach rupturing.
You are being VERY silly.