Am i really??!

Am i really??

Ok , I don't know much about anorexia, but maybe you can help me. I think i am semi-anorexic. I think about being anorexic all the time and seeing ppl like on youtube saying I had anorexia && stuff. I wish I was them. I mean like I wish I had there life. I am not overweight nor underweight, yet. I am 13 4'10 and 72lbs. I think it would be so great to be anorexic..&& its not to be blamed by the media. I would never wanna be Nicole Richie. I wanna be like ppl who have anorexia and arent famous. I have to make sure I am still the same weight in the morning afternoon or night. Or i will stop eating, but not completetly. I make sure My ribs still show in my stomach, if they dont I think right away..I am fat!
I do see myself in the mirror with big flabby thighs and big arms, everyone says My legs are sticks and you can see bones in my back. I dont get it I can never see myself the way I wanna be seen. What do i have?
Am i semi-anorexic??

3 weeks ago
Sorry if it is a lot to read :(

Yes you need to tell someone about your problem, a friend, or parent, or guardian. And then go eat something.