Plzz answer..what do i have?!

Plzz answer..what do i have?

I find myself wanting to be an anorexic. I know its a disease and you can't just get it by saying,''I AM GOING TO BE ANOREXIC''
I dont know why, but i think it would be the best thing in my entire life. I am not overweight I am 13 4'10 and 72lbs. so as you can see I am not overweight nor underweight. I think about it all the time and when i see anorexic ppl i wanna be like them. I mean I wish I were them. Why am i like this?

No rude comments!
please..
thanks

3 weeks ago
Oh yeah I am not underweight my doctor told me i was fine..ok?

3 weeks ago
What do you think is going wrong with me?

If you see anorexia as a desirable thing, then you may be anorexic, even though you fortunately have not acted on it. Please be very careful with this, as it is a dangerous disease, and keep checking in with your doctor about it. It is a good thing that you don't see yourself as overweight, because that fuels a lot of eating disorders.