Please read, I need help?!
Question: Please read, I need help?
Would I be put back on medication? I'm 19, and when I was 14 I attempted suicide. I was put on Wellbutrin and Topamax (I had taken Topamax from the time I was 12-13 for severe headaches) and I changed drastically. When I was 17 I stopped my medication, and stopped going to therapy. I slowly gained alot of weight, (Due to coming off the medicine so abruptly) and became depressed once again. I sometimes have panic attacks, and I feel so hopeless. I attempted suicide twice by pills and was thinking of hanging myself recently. I came to a conclusion that I want to be happy, I just need help. I have been picturing that I'm arguing with someone, and I just start yelling. Sometimes I don't even notice it until after I'm done having the conversation. It's crazy. I called a local therapist and made an appointment for next Friday. Could I be put back on Medication?
Answers:
I know kinda what your going through.. Well the Suicidal shizz.... But yea you could.. Medicine can make it better. It sucks a$$ being on it, yea.. but it makes life a hell of alot easier... Please start your medicine again and stay on it this time... Please...
Love,
X_x Heavens_Devil x_X
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