I am drunk and I am cutting myself...14 times. not to die...but bc i deserve it.!
Question: I USED TO BE A "CUTTER" IN MY TEENS AND EARLY TWENTIES, SO I FEEL YA. YOU ARE NOT DOING IT BECAUSE YOU " DESERVE IT" , YOU ARE DOING IT BECAUSE IT MANIFESTS PHYSICALLY AN INTENSE EMOTIONAL FEELING THAT YOU ARE BURDONED WITH. YOU DON'T EVEN FIND THE CUTTING PHYSICALLY PAINFUL BECAUSE IT PROVIDES SUCH A RELEASE THAT IT IS ALMOST THERAPUTIC TO YOU. YOU ARE SELF-MEDICATING W/ALCOHAL. DO TWO THINGS, SEEK PROF.HELP AND PRAY. YOU'RE NOT A FREAK, YOU'RE JUST HURTING REALLY BAD.
Answers: I USED TO BE A "CUTTER" IN MY TEENS AND EARLY TWENTIES, SO I FEEL YA. YOU ARE NOT DOING IT BECAUSE YOU " DESERVE IT" , YOU ARE DOING IT BECAUSE IT MANIFESTS PHYSICALLY AN INTENSE EMOTIONAL FEELING THAT YOU ARE BURDONED WITH. YOU DON'T EVEN FIND THE CUTTING PHYSICALLY PAINFUL BECAUSE IT PROVIDES SUCH A RELEASE THAT IT IS ALMOST THERAPUTIC TO YOU. YOU ARE SELF-MEDICATING W/ALCOHAL. DO TWO THINGS, SEEK PROF.HELP AND PRAY. YOU'RE NOT A FREAK, YOU'RE JUST HURTING REALLY BAD.
Consult a therapist, psychologist, any mental health proffessional.
You need to talk to someone who is around you. please do =/
but you have the time to come and tell us?..
You have serious problems and you really should seek professional help.
lol
Um you need professional help. You probably need to be in rehab.
go stay with a friend for a while. to make sure you stop
until you can forgive yourself for what ever you have done to state you deserve to hurt yourself for it, please becareful when you cut. a cutter sometimes becomes unaware how deep you cut threw the skin.make sure you keep your wounds clean. talking to someone can help even if you think it wont. you are not alone!!! be safe... now at this time you needed to put the cutting object down and the drink. start thinking of positive thoughts. call a help hot line. just pick up the phone and call,or call someone..
NO, you don't deserve it. Anyone who cuts themselves doesn't deserve it. I was a cutter for 13 years, and haven't cut for almost 2 years now. My suggestion is that you put down whatever you are using to cut yourself and clean up the wounds and put a covering on them and try to rest. If you can't rest then maybe drink some coffee or take a shower, something to help you relax and call someone, like a friend, and in the morning call and get an appt to see a counselor or pychiatrist. Good Luck and please don't hurt yourself anymore. take care
Self-destruction of any type no matter whether you are inebriated or not is bad. This comes in all forms you are just manifesting it by cutting yourself.
Go to a mental health counselor in your area. I don't know which state you live in but if you have no health insurance then go to the state institution near you. Most people are treated on an outpatient basis and no one need know that you are going.
And quit drinking.
there is your key right there. and it makes me sad to see it. you say you deserve to be cut as if you are punishing yourself for something. so the first thing you need to do is forgive yourself for whatever it is you think you've done wrong. and then start telling yourself you love you. i'm not joking. i had to do that, and it really helped me a lot. i hope it does you too.
U ******* CREEPY ******* FREAK