I need help. Suicide?!


Question: Obviously, I can not put everything in my mind into yours to understand how I feel. My parents are completely embarassed and disapointed of me. I'm fifteen and I have gotten two parafanalia charges in the last month, the most recent one today at school, it was my foil they found. Anyways, it's not that I dont like the way I look or totally hate myself. I just don't think I can handle this. I don't think my parents should be having to go through any of this, and I blame myself. I'm not counting on facing my stepdad tonight. If I don't kill myself now, its about a 99 percent chance I will after that.

Answers: Obviously, I can not put everything in my mind into yours to understand how I feel. My parents are completely embarassed and disapointed of me. I'm fifteen and I have gotten two parafanalia charges in the last month, the most recent one today at school, it was my foil they found. Anyways, it's not that I dont like the way I look or totally hate myself. I just don't think I can handle this. I don't think my parents should be having to go through any of this, and I blame myself. I'm not counting on facing my stepdad tonight. If I don't kill myself now, its about a 99 percent chance I will after that.
you can handle a lot more than you think you can. you should consider also that putting your parents through this is nothing compared to how they will feel if you do what you are thinking about. ask for help, from any one you feel safe enough to ask. by asking this question you have shown a will to survive this. your thoughts of suicide are probably just because you are more scared of the other options. take some time to think about everyone who loves you and what possible solutions there are to you problem and compare them to the finality of ending your life. you can get through this wand when you have you will feel good because you were strong enough to. and you are, you just don't know it yet. i have done a lot of things in my life i never thought i could do, until i did them, everyone does. good luck
Also, I did get diagnosed for depression/anxiety about two weeks ago, and have started taking meds. Report It

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    • Call a suicide hot line now. If you have a plan, call 911. Get help NOW. Please.....
    please call for help call now
    You need to tell someone you trust how you feel right now. We cant get you the help you need. Please call a suicide hotline or u can try boystown 1-800-448-3000 ( they help girls too).
    Nothing your parents say to you or do should make you feel this bad. The fact you are using drugs says to me you need help. Demand it! It is a hard thing to do, but believe me, and I have been there (2 almost successful attempts),it is harder to suffer than get help.
    Please call someone, and tell them.
    Suicide is a coward's way out of not facing your problems head on. So you're going to kill yourself because of something stupid like drugs, huh? You did the drugs and you got caught, which was inevitable. Now you have to face the music. Every action has consequences. The lesson here is that drugs aren't worth the consequences. Learn from it, move on, and don't make the same mistake again. You should get some help with the drug thing. If you've already been busted several times, why continue to do it?
    Loook honey, I know what you are going through. I know all about wanting to die. My real father molested me for 9 years. I made a choice to live, because I wasn't going to let him get the best of me. And don't you let your stepdad get the best of you. You may hate him now, but I have found that stepdads usuall y are the ones to help you in the long run. I am begging you not to kill yourself. Please talk to your mom and stepdad and take the punishment but later in life you will thank them for what they are doing for you now.
    I hope that everything works out for you. Please be smart about this.
    dont kill urself. ive been through that phase before. remember all the great things u have ur friends, a boyfriend, etc. wat about gettting married or having kids. ur maybe just depressed. go to a doctor or something. get help even tho ur parents r dissapointed in u they love u. my parents call me fat and barely apreciates everything i do
    You are obviously very disturbed and unhappy. Parents go through a lot but then you be amazed at how much they would willingly take for the sake of a loved offspring. Try sitting down with your mum and tell her how you feel and ask for her help. If you can't do that go see your doctor or some other adult who you trust (maybe a counsellor at school?) and ask for help. If you can't do that, do you have Samaritans in your country? Telephone them and talk to them if you can. What your parents are going through now is nothing compared to how they would feel if you did commit suicide.

    But please don't leave it and do nothing.
    Listen. I also thought about suicide. I got help...isn't helping me much...I helped myself more than anyone else did. If you are hell-bent on killing yourself, then you are going to kill yourself. But let me tell you this. If you truly think that things might be better in 5yrs...10yrs...20yrs...after you're out of the house, then don't do it. Suicide is irreversable. Think about that. You can't go back.
    call a helpline they can help you i called one last night they can help you okay please just try and call it and if you dont feel better think about your other alturitives



    the hotline number is 1 800 suicide


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