I hate my job. I hate it, Can anyone please help me?!
Question: I hate going to my job. I am a 23 year old african-american male. I am light skin. I work at UPS. I work there as a part time package handler. I HATE IT. I hate it. Then I have auditory hallucinations. Yes. I have it. I just hallucinate because I hate my life. I HATE IT. Now I am going to have to leave at three to go to work. I have had imaginary friends all my life. Why did I do this to myself. I had Schizophrenia and everything. I just hallucinate. As of now I am having auditory hallucinations as I type. I hallucinate voices because I am alone, and I feel alone in this world. I hate going to UPS.
I am scared to be around other humans. I don't want to go to work. What am I going to do. HELP ME.
Answers: I hate going to my job. I am a 23 year old african-american male. I am light skin. I work at UPS. I work there as a part time package handler. I HATE IT. I hate it. Then I have auditory hallucinations. Yes. I have it. I just hallucinate because I hate my life. I HATE IT. Now I am going to have to leave at three to go to work. I have had imaginary friends all my life. Why did I do this to myself. I had Schizophrenia and everything. I just hallucinate. As of now I am having auditory hallucinations as I type. I hallucinate voices because I am alone, and I feel alone in this world. I hate going to UPS.
I am scared to be around other humans. I don't want to go to work. What am I going to do. HELP ME.
You need to talk to a professional about this. If you're having all these problems being around people then you can't function in the world and you need help. I know it's not going to be easy but you need to get better before you try to work. I'm sure with what you just described that a doctor would put you on disability so you can work on your problems before you try to face working. It's not going to be easy but there's help out there for you. Good luck and I hope you get the help you need.
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You have to talk to someone, dude. If you need to, just find someone random, that likes what you like, and talk about that. Don't give a crap if they might not really like you as a friend, as long as you socialize.
If you hate your job, quit it. There's no need to be at a job you truly hate.
real simple.....quit and find something you do enjoy.
And you may want to seek professional help
talk to someone you know and trust about this. Talk to your unemployment manager and they can hook you up with a job that could fit perfectly for you! Good luck and you aren't alone!
look for a job that you really want. if you have a college degree than it should be easy for you to find a diffrent job, if you are currently in college, then, still get a diffrent job... (be a bar tender! that would be awesome!) as sor the hallucinations, just enjoy them... try to make some (maybe one to start out with...) friends... take your ipod/cd player to work and just focus on the power of the music! i really hope everything works out for you! good luck!
take it easy!~
trust me noone likes their job! a job is not there to make you happy---family makes you happy!
so gether all your strength, stay there as soon as you find a new job QUIT! and go to a hospital! your problems can be cured; they have all kinds of medications and can me you feel loved! you can also start making friends!
-good luck
p.s if you want to get a g/f start socializing..go to a party or bar! somewhere just gooo
Work takes a lot of time in our life.. so yes I agree that your situation in not great. What would you rather be doing instead? What type of job would you like?
You have to make the most of your non-working hours to do what you really want to do. Volunteer in the weekends or evening. Or do other stuff that will help enrich your life.
Billy,
Ithink No.1 raider fan is right on the money. Hearing your words sound like a description of myself. You should seek professional help. You can absolutely get a social security disability. There was a point when I was dangerous around even a few people.A good Psychiatrist may get you back on track sooner than you think . If you get to feeling better you might get your job back.UPS is a prettygood one. Please seek help and I wish you the best in your recovery!