Please help, im having suicidel thoughts!?!
Question: i think i might be infected with HIV because i shared my brothers razor and hes HIV positive. he recently found out and started acting all weird like everday was going to be my last and he would treat me better by giving me money and bringing me food. I am so depressed and paranoid i went and got an HIV test two weeks ago and never got my results back still.....ive alrdy written a suicide note, but im not going to kill my self im just gonna run away and make everyone think im dead. by the way, im only 15 and ive come to realise how short and precious life is. I hate it so much though...i cant stand it. i dont wanna do suicide because im scared of hell...what should i do?!!!
Answers: i think i might be infected with HIV because i shared my brothers razor and hes HIV positive. he recently found out and started acting all weird like everday was going to be my last and he would treat me better by giving me money and bringing me food. I am so depressed and paranoid i went and got an HIV test two weeks ago and never got my results back still.....ive alrdy written a suicide note, but im not going to kill my self im just gonna run away and make everyone think im dead. by the way, im only 15 and ive come to realise how short and precious life is. I hate it so much though...i cant stand it. i dont wanna do suicide because im scared of hell...what should i do?!!!
hey homer, its ok. it will be alright. My name is taylor and i wrote a suicide ntoe before. my mom caught me writing it and sent me to therepy. She didnt understand that i didnt need therepy, i needed someone to tell me it will be okay. SO im promising you, it will be okay. Listen to yourself. if you have HIV then okay, it will be fatal. ZBut why die if there is no need to? HUH? Listen im 15 too so email me any time. Okay? Really i can tell you my expirience. Taylorwyli@yahoo.com
GOD loves you..... you need help,,,,
Calm down. You should tell your parents. Most parents really care about their child and will do anything to protect them. I have a brother who's sort of like you, except he's much older, and he tried to commit suicide, and made everyone worry. You still have a life a head of you. Dont waste it.
unless he cut himself and you cut your self you are fine has to be blood to blood contact you cannot get hiv that easy blood to blood or sex any kind
Calm down! Your brother's razor doesn't have HIV all over it (maybe if he got cut with it). Wait for the results. At fifteen, how are you going to survive alone? Also, how are you going to make people think your dead?
don't listen to any one on q.a talk to someone please!!!!! and be afraid of hell, be very afraid,
You don't Have it
your negative
stop worrying
unless fckued your bother you have nothing to worry about
you can live though anything if Magic Johnson made it and he has AID and his wife did not get it....
please stop it
Your test should've been back by now... I've never heard of a test taking that long. Talk to your doctor first before you do something that permanent, you might not have anything.
Please calm down. You need to talk to your parents and tell them what you are feeling. you need to get the results back and just because that happened do not think the worst. Taking your life is not the answer. Look for help and support. Running away and making everyone think you are dead is not better in any way than telling them what happened. Their pain will not be any less. Talk to someone and wait for the results once you have them than start thinking about solutions that will keep you alive.
whatever you do, don't commit suicide, you are too young, you haven't even gotten through anything. Also, it is not the end of the world if you have HIV, it's bad but it's not the end of the world.
hope i was a help
first just calm down its ok just beacause hes hiv possitive dosent mean you will get it and your being really selfish if you run away or kiil your self beacause think of your family i would go to the doctor just remain calm man its going to be all right
chill, my friend. dont jump to conclusions before u know whats going on. wait til ur results come back and until then just promise urself u'll never use ur brother's razor again. the only way u could get HIV that way is if ur brother cut himself with it, then u cut urself with it. only if his blood comes in contact with urs. and as for the suicidal thoughts, tell urself that nothing u do is that serious to deserve death and think of all the ppl who love u that u'd be letting down??? I pray all goes well. take care hun.
go to McDonald's!!!!
their food is so bad for you that you'll die anyway
they won't rule it a suicide
no recognized "drugs" in your system
no need to worry about HIV--it takes about 10 years for the virus to "operate"--until then it lies dormant
so the coroner will rule it as natural causes, and you'll leave behind a nice inheritance because your family can sue McDonald's!!
Do you know how to pray Homer? Do you believe that Jesus will heal you or can perform miracles in your life that the result of your HIV test will be negative? Have faith that you will be negative. In your first sentence, your faith shows "you think you might get infected" if you think like that, you will likely ended up with HIV. Change the way you think and have faith and pray that Jesus will spare you from having HIV. I will pray for you starting today and I know in Jesus name that the result of your test will be negative. All things are possible to Him to those who believe!
If your having suicidal ideations, you should think about voluntarily entering a behavioural center. When your there, they can help you prevent danger from your self and maybe find new ways to cope with your stress and paranoia. I think even if you are infected with HIV, it's not the end of the world. It's a disease that can be treated. Don't hurt yourself and talk to someone or possibly look into your area for support groups.
My friend...please don't hurt yourself and please don't give up on this life just yet. Yes...your spot right now is impossible, or so it seems. but you have the strength to overcome it. You need to find your road and you will be ok.
fisrt...wait for the results. you need that answer, that definote closure. it will guide you to where to go next.
second...breathe. always remember to breathe. slow. until you can think.
third....list your options. running away....where will you go, will you be safe, will the be people who will care about you where you are going, that will help you, etc. giving the impression that you have died....that willput people who love you through much pain. and yourself, as well. is that necessary? you are ok who you are whatever you have that is "wrong". can you stay where you are and talk to someone aboutother options besides those you've listed here?
no matter what is in your blood...not matter what you look like....what is in your head....anything....you re still a person of value, as you've realized the fragility of life realize that you are an intricate part of this world.....don't give up. you have the strength to handle this inside. breathe.....
no, dont run away.
what if you dont have the aids, then how would you be able to return?
frank heineman had aids, he to also ran away and pretended he killed himself.
but then, he found out he didnt have aids. he then returned but was so embaressed.
no one would talk to him either when he returned. and 2 years after that incident, an old man touched him on his weiner.
Try and come down, everything will be OK, if you want to share your feelings with someone anonymous, you can call 1 800 999 9999 but it seems like the problem is that you're freaked out. First, find out what the facts are because the fear of something is often worse than the actual reality. But others are right, the best thing is to talk to your parents about your concerns or a friend, uncle etc. If still you don't want to do any of those things you can email me at jnorth23@live.com.