I am sad, and I want to kill myself. Please help!?!
Question: I'm only 13, and I just want to kill myself. I am having troubles at school, with parents and making friends. This is my second term at my new private girls school. I hate it there, not because it's bitchy, but because I can't make any friends because none of them like me that much. I have friends, but not a group and we aren't "great" friends. I have been begging my parents to move me for a few weeks now, but they said I am not trying hard enough and there's no other school to suit me and my needs. I also scored a D+ in my Maths test, and a D in Geography :( I am great at English, but TERRIBLE at all other subjects. I am putting myself down, and my 16 year old sister makes it worse. Sometimes shes nice and calls me beautiful, other times she's a ***** and says I'm a loser and I need to "build a bridge and get over it". I hate my sister, and she hates me. I am sick of my parents not letting me move school, and now i just wish I was dead. What's the point in life if it's so DAMN HARD?:(
Answers: I'm only 13, and I just want to kill myself. I am having troubles at school, with parents and making friends. This is my second term at my new private girls school. I hate it there, not because it's bitchy, but because I can't make any friends because none of them like me that much. I have friends, but not a group and we aren't "great" friends. I have been begging my parents to move me for a few weeks now, but they said I am not trying hard enough and there's no other school to suit me and my needs. I also scored a D+ in my Maths test, and a D in Geography :( I am great at English, but TERRIBLE at all other subjects. I am putting myself down, and my 16 year old sister makes it worse. Sometimes shes nice and calls me beautiful, other times she's a ***** and says I'm a loser and I need to "build a bridge and get over it". I hate my sister, and she hates me. I am sick of my parents not letting me move school, and now i just wish I was dead. What's the point in life if it's so DAMN HARD?:(
PLEASE STOP! & THINK FIRST! I'm sure you're hesitant about wanting to kill yourself or you wouldn't have asked for help here. You choose to get upset & feel hurt by the thoughts you have about each & every situation you come accross in life, so if you can try to change the way you think about stuff, you can change the way you feel (this is a type of therapy therapists use called CBT Cognitive Behaviour Therapy). You need to take responsibility for yourself & get the help you need to understand why you