I think I need to go to the hospital right away. I am scared, would you be scare!
Question: I think I need to go to the hospital right away. I am scared, would you be scared if you blacked out?
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Call 911 and go, quickly, you need a time out--honey hurry!
nice troll.
Given that you were violent to your husband before, I definitely think you should get help right away. Do you have some friends you could call or something? Do you have a doctor you could explain your problems to? I'm surprised that your mom doesn't seem to be taking you seriously given what happened before, but you need to tell somebody right now that you are having this problem. Suddenly stopping meds without a doctor's approval can be bad for you and this might be aggravating the problem. Please, for your sake and for your mom's sake get some help.
On a side note I think it is very big of you to admit that you have a problem and seek help. It's not easy at all but it's the right thing to do, and I respect you for your strength. Good luck.
OK I'm no professional but I know a lot about people.. I also know the obvious, which is make sure you have enough pills every day. If they aren't working properly, go to the doctor. You can't live your life being afraid of what you'll do to the people you love. Maybe your mom is just as stressed out as you are. Find out what's bothering you from your doctor and find out the way to handle it. Don't keep living like this it isn't healthy.
Good luck - from a complete stranger