i think im developing an eating disorder...?!
Question: I think im developing an eating disorder...?
Answers:
Sounds like it.
It's probably psychosomatic; your mind is probably negative because of the self harming, now that you're trying to stop, your subconsciously finding another way of harming yourself, in this case, starving.
It is possible, so at least, for one thing, you're not completely cracking up... :)
You are harming yourself by not eating. Eat healthier and things that are filling but dont make you feel full like sushi. You need to take control of it now before it escalades into something you cant fix. Noticing you might have a problem is the first step, the second step is to take action!!