i'm just 12 in 7th class i wanna suicide.?!

stop for a moment and breathe and DON'T EVER commit suicide! it will NOT solve anything ok? you are so young and you have a beautiful life ahead of you. not having your crush like you is not a reason at all to take your own life. you know what? God is still writing your love story and He just wants you to be patient. I met my boyfriend when I was 19 and you know what? we couldn't be happier now. what if you are destined to meet your prince charming when you are 16? or 18? think about him now and maybe, he is thinking about you too. don't you want to meet him?just be patient, selena, and everything will fall into place. :)

regarding your brother, why don't you tell your parents about him? you shouldn't be hurt like that :( if not, seek help with an adult or a teacher or a counselor ok? and remember, if you ever feel sad or depressed, just pray to God. He will always be there for you and He will be your strength :)

Isaiah 41:10
Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

if not, try to talk to someone ok? but please, never ever think about suicide :(

Just to add to what people have said:- While your feeling OK, please take the rat poison and throw it in the outside bin. If your parents need some more they can buy it, in the mean time if you feel really depressed again then you have one less option to kill yourself.

get a stick or some non lethal weapon to teach your bro a lesson. and i agree with whoever posted that your hormonal and pubesent.

a hormonal, pubesant 13 yr old boy with 5 siblings and a pocket knife ;D

You don't wanna kill yourself you'll be letting the pigs win tell a family member what's going on or a teacher you might be better off an don't take rat poison you'll be I'll an in agony just talk to some one

Call Childline on 0800 1111, it really helps to talk and it's free from your home phone.

Call ChildLine. 0800 1111

Sweetheart you need to speak to someone, you cannot feel this way alone. If you have a close family member or can talk to your parents please do. I bet they will just be concerned and want to help you. And all this surely not for a boy! Do not let anyone make you feel ugly, beauty is not just on the outside and you will learn this as you grow older. Being a good person and having strong friends you can confide in will not ever be won by looks. I am sure you are pretty and are just being self critical as you are feeling sad but it REALLY is the inside that counts. You will meet a boy and hopefully he will be a nice one who wants to get to know you. But really if you do feel this badly that you are thinking of doing harmful things you MUST get help. Even if it means going to a doctor. It is nothing to be ashamed of, bottling it up will not do you any good. We all need help from time to time. Please consider talking to someone, it could bring you huge relief.

Have experienced this with suicidal friends/ family

firstly you have to really read these answers and think about it.
You can help others, you want to really sacrifice yourself? you have nothing to gain and nothing to loose? then give your time, effort, and overall help to others. if your willing to give your life then really give it, to those who need your help. they are out there believe me! i am starting a website based on actually getting out and helping people with any issues they have. however minor they may seem, they can post on the forum and I will find a way to help them. if its emotional and psychological support then im there. if people are having trouble at school or work, or bullying etc I will set up the appropriate meetings to get it all sorted and they can have their lives back on track.
your local area a hell hole? all things can be sorted, you just have to really talk to someone about it.

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Hi there, you are going through puberty, growing up and your body is preparing you to become a woman. You have hormones that are all over the place at the moment and this can really affect the way you feel. One minute you are fine, the next you are tearful and depressed, its a very hard time to get through and affects some people more than others. Can you sit down and have a talk with your mum, just the two of you somewhere quiet, and tell her how you are feeling, she will understand as she probably went through the same as you are now, and she may take you to see your doctor as there are medications that can help too. Please dont think of suicide, you will have a long and happy life ahead of you, so much to do and see and you wont always feel like this. Talk to your mum or grandma and tell them about your brother too so they can stop him hitting you. Take care sweetie.