Help. Me. I need help now. can't controll it.?!

Help. Me. I need help now. can't controll it.?

I need help. serious mental help. what will my parents do? I'm scared. Threw my shoes at the mirror. threw them really hard. wanted to break myself, not just my reflection. I shattered it. Parents will be pissed.
More medication here I come. They thought I was getting better. will they turn me in? What do I do. Need someone to talk to.

1 week ago
i'm on Lamictol.

I noticed in your profile that you are an exceptional writer just by your short intro. START A JOURNAL. You should seek family counseling either by yourself or with your parents. Anger Management classes is another great alternative for you. Your young, condition yourself NOW, and do not sulk in sadness. I noticed your reflection on yourself (self-esteem) isn't the greatest and that is the "core" of it all. Figure out what it will take to truly love yourself unconditionally. That should be your main focus until it's accomplished. Transform your life.......into positive, beautiful, loving things. If your family is religious, consider turning to your higher power.