I have anxiety and depression and can not go out on my own?!

I have anxiety and depression and can not go out on my own?

for 3 years now ive been living with depression and anxiety I was seeing a CPN she was giving me home visits for about a year she new she was not getting no ware with me and she used to make me feel it was my fault telling me I was not helping with her visits so she decided to change the home visit to her office but I told her I had no one to take me to her office I pay a freind to take me and my daughter to nursary school as I can not go out on my own I have panick attacks and my CPN new this I have other medical problems and when it came to my oppontment I could not get any one to take me so I had to cancil and a month after I received a letter telling me that she had spoken to my GP and decided to cancil all together saying if I am ready to get help in future I can ask my GP to refure me back I have not seen my GP yet what do you think I should do please help I have no one to speek to thank you

you really need someone to talk to you, with a heart to listern and to be by your side untill you can do it on your own....good luck