I think i need some serious help..please?!

I think i need some serious help..please?

i believe i have bad anxiety...anytime something isnt going right or i am unhappy (it could be aything so simple that sets me off (this time it happens to be a scar..which seems crazy to most ppl) anyway i begin to throw up (or just gag) yesterday it lasted for 4 hrs... 2day only 1 hr.. i wake up everyday at 6 or 7 am when i dont even have to do anything (i could go to bed at 4 and wake up at 7 in a panic) no one in my family understands me ..i think they believe i am crazy..i cant control it though..i wake up with this overwhelmed feeling and begin to feel sick...
would going to a local health clinic help me?
i lost my health coverage at my job recently...i dont know hat i can do..i was once given buspar from a doctor..please help me-if anyone knows anything let me know..thank you

3 weeks ago
i also havent been eating...
i am down to 111 lbs ..i was about 130 last summer but had another one of these episodes..i got back up to 120 and now im down again...im scaring myself :(

First things, first. You are not alone. Millions of girls and women deal with these kinds of issues every day. It sounds as if you may have anxiety/panic attacks/depression.

You need to take a few deep breaths, relax, calm down, distract yourself...and call the doctor. You need to get some counseling or medication to combat this issue. You're not crazy, though, so don't be worrying about that on top of everything else ;)

Check out the free clinic or Health Department in your area. they should be able to help you with whatever you need. Also, sit down with a good friend that is SUPPORTIVE, and get your feelings out. Sometimes just talking can help and calm you down.

And as far as your family---don't worry about what they are saying right now; people who haven't been through things like this have no idea what they're talking about. On the other hand, if you want them to understand you better, talk to your doctor first, and tell them what he/she told you so that they can underdstand better themselves, and be more supportive of you.

Good luck :)