I think i have OCD and its the cause of my depression?!

I think i have OCD and its the cause of my depression?

Im only 14 and i think i have OCD. I have been resourcing OCD and i noticed that i had alot of the things it described. I have been very depressed and i noticed that OCD puts thoughts in your head that arnt even about reality. Ive been deeply depressed becuase of my thoughts about the future for example i get thoughts that makes me think that HEAVEN is going to be depressing which i really know is not true. And what makes me really depressed is that it keeps giving me wrong thoughts about the same sex which i cant stand. Its like a voice that wont leave me alone and sometimes i just want to kill myself.

3 weeks ago
it isnt only my thoughts i have a weird obssesion to have things perfect

SOMETHING LIKE THAT CAN NOT DO THAT TO YOU. OCD IS WAY MORE . I HAVE OCD AND NEVER HAD THAT BECAUSE OF IT. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT THAT MAYBE YOU JUST WOUNDER AND BECAUSE YOU DO IT MAKES YOU FEEL WORRIED JUST BECAUSE YOU WOUNDER DOESN'T MAKE YOU GAY IT MAKES YOU HUMAN. STOP DRIVUNG YOURSELF CRAZY YOU ARE OKAY