Why do I fell fat?!
Question: I am 5'1 and I weigh 112lbs..i know I'm not fat but i want to be thin! more then anything and I love eating so I starve myself and I'm always depressed about it...lots of people say I'm fat....too and I've even thrown up my food, taken diet pills, PLUS my mom says I'm not fat but why didn't god give me the body I wanted?
Answers: I am 5'1 and I weigh 112lbs..i know I'm not fat but i want to be thin! more then anything and I love eating so I starve myself and I'm always depressed about it...lots of people say I'm fat....too and I've even thrown up my food, taken diet pills, PLUS my mom says I'm not fat but why didn't god give me the body I wanted?
Emily!!! Girl, you need to STOP this moment and THANK GOD FOR THE WAY HE MADE YOU!!! Are you saying He makes "mistakes"??? That He DOESN'T know what He's doing? Dear Sister in Christ, you need to STOP LISTENING TO HOLLYWOOD and instead HEAR THE HOLY ONE! You need to IGNORE THE WORLD and instead TAKE HEED TO THE WORD!!!
Trust me on this! I can see very clearly what the deal is with you! You have been PROGRAMMED by this world that defines "beauty" and "success" from a TOTALLY sensual point of view! You are viewing yourself through THEIR eyes, and even YOURS, rather than GOD'S!!! Let me ask you a question: DO YOU BELIEVE THAT JESUS CHRIST LOVES YOU? THAT HE DIED ON THE CROSS TO SAVE YOU FROM YOUR SINS? THAT YOU ARE HERE ON EARTH TO PLEASE HIM AND NOT YOU???
I'm really trying to help you here, OK??? You need to simply ACCEPT YOURSELF AS IS, because that is how GOD made you!!! And from your measurements, I can honestly say that you are NOT FAT!!! My ex-wife was 5'3" and 115 when I met her (she was 18), and believe me, I would NOT have gotten involved with her if she was "fat"!!! I bring that up, because you are just about the SAME SIZE as she was! And I want to assure you, dear sweet Sister, if I was your age and I had the chance, I WOULD DATE YOU!!! I would consider you VERY ATTRACTIVE!!! And I would let you know in no uncertain terms that JESUS LOVES YOU, AND SO DO I !!!
So.......PLEASE STOP FOCUSING ON YOU, AND GET YOUR EYES ON JESUS!!! Read the word of God (King James Version), MEDITATE on what God says to you there, "hide it in your heart", as David said in Psalm 119:11, and guess what? GOD WILL CHANGE YOUR VIEW OF YOU!!! Paul says in Ephesians 1:6 that God has made YOU "accepted in the beloved", meaning that, if you're SAVED BY CHRIST, then that makes you TOTALLY ACCEPTABLE to your Heavenly Father!!! And in the light of eternity, that is ALL that matters!!! But you will NEVER find the peace and joy and fulfillment you so crave by focusing on YOUR LOOKS! And I again state: GOD MADE YOU AS IS, SO JUST ACCEPT THAT!!! God bless you and I will be praying for you!!!
And by the way, ENJOY YOUR MEALS! If you pray before you eat and thank God for your food, as the Bible teaches, then you need to RECEIVE THAT from the Lord as His GRACIOUS PROVISION! But guess what? When you "throw up" ON PURPOSE after eating, you are DESPISING God's blessing! It's.like SPITTING IN JESUS' FACE!!! Is that what you want to do??? Believe me, you are making Jesus VERY SAD by your present attitude and actions about your body! HE LOVES YOU, AND SO DO I as your brother in Christ! Got it??? MERRY CHRISTMAS EMILY!
"Favour is deceitful, beauty is vain; but a woman that feareth the LORD, she shall be praised." (Proverbs 31:30)
im exactly under your criteria and i don't feel fat at all. why don't you try loving yourself and your body? you're never going to be happy torturing yourself this way. even if you got thinner, you're just always gonna wanna keep losing weight and that could be an unhealthy addiction.
All your methods are the reason why you're feeling fat. I've had the same problem too, and I totally regret starving myself. It slowed down my metabolism really bad and it caused me to gain even more weight.
I always thought that eating healthy and exercising was a bunch of bull crap, but it can really help you mentally. I felt better about my body every time I went to work out and I just lost weight from there.
Get better!
because you upchucked thin
ok, you are not fat, Only thing you have to do "exercise" like 3 or 4 times a week , if you will do that you will feel better and more healthy.