I prey every night for god to kill me instead of innocent people, whats wrong wi!
Question: I prey every night for god to kill me instead of innocent people, whats wrong with me!?
I wake up every morning wishing I didn't!. I'm afraid of suicide because I don't want to go to hell!. I've have seen many doctors and been on many medications that don't work!. Does any body else wake up and feel this way!. Help!!!! I have a family to live for, but don't enjoy anything, I live my life for others to make them happy because I feel like I can never feel happy!. Doctors have giving me so many diagnosis that I think are a bunch of guesses!. I'm not so sure about god either!. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please All advice welcome!Www@Answer-Health@Com
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read this very carefully!!!
your not the only 1 with that problem most ppl have it and try to hide themselves from it me including
medication wont help you a drop the doctors only make money of you
what you really have to do is think when this started then you might be able to find out y it started every thought in any1s mind has a reason find out y then you will know what to do
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your not the only 1 with that problem most ppl have it and try to hide themselves from it me including
medication wont help you a drop the doctors only make money of you
what you really have to do is think when this started then you might be able to find out y it started every thought in any1s mind has a reason find out y then you will know what to do
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Leave!. Go outside, look around, shop, go fishing see what is outside of Lisa! I know how you feel I suffer from some aweful depression too sometimes!.!.but I know each time I pull out of it, is when I keep very busy!. When you are in a bad place, all you need to do is go someplace else!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
You really make me sad!. It is impossible for anyone to truely know how another feels!. You are lucky that you have a family!. And I truely hope that you find something, or someone to make you enjoy being alive!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
you need a prayer and read the bible some!. i have thoughts like that
sometimes to!.
the bibles words will make you understand what happens is for a reason!. Www@Answer-Health@Com
sometimes to!.
the bibles words will make you understand what happens is for a reason!. Www@Answer-Health@Com
I went through something very similar to you, sweetheart!. I didn't find enjoyment in anything, anytime!. I hated waking up!. I hated getting up!. I hated seeing my family and watching them ask a trillion questions!. I hated myself for feeling like I did - wanting nothing more than to explode, die, and release the pain!.
But the one thing about depression, is that you can overcome it!.
Your mind is a very powerful thing!. Just looking on the brighter side of things can help tremendously!. Personally, I had to say to myself, "Well, by being alive I get to see the sun!. I get to see the birds!.!.!." and so on and so fourth!. I listed all the good things, and pushed out the bad!. So when you're feeling especially sad, just think of the good things in your life, things that you find beautiful, things that you want to do!.
Always, always look at the positive, never the negative, because you're just setting yourself up for failure if you look at the poor outcome of everything!.
Make a list of the reasons that you don't enjoy things!. How many of them are due to outside influences!? How many are due to internal influences!? How can you change those things to make things better for yourself!? Giving yourself a mission will keep your head up, and your thoughts away from darker things!.
Don't beat yourself up because you feel the way you do, I promise you'll be able to work through it!. You're strong, obviously, since you've made it this far!.
You will find your purpose in life!. Don't give up!. ^_^ Www@Answer-Health@Com
But the one thing about depression, is that you can overcome it!.
Your mind is a very powerful thing!. Just looking on the brighter side of things can help tremendously!. Personally, I had to say to myself, "Well, by being alive I get to see the sun!. I get to see the birds!.!.!." and so on and so fourth!. I listed all the good things, and pushed out the bad!. So when you're feeling especially sad, just think of the good things in your life, things that you find beautiful, things that you want to do!.
Always, always look at the positive, never the negative, because you're just setting yourself up for failure if you look at the poor outcome of everything!.
Make a list of the reasons that you don't enjoy things!. How many of them are due to outside influences!? How many are due to internal influences!? How can you change those things to make things better for yourself!? Giving yourself a mission will keep your head up, and your thoughts away from darker things!.
Don't beat yourself up because you feel the way you do, I promise you'll be able to work through it!. You're strong, obviously, since you've made it this far!.
You will find your purpose in life!. Don't give up!. ^_^ Www@Answer-Health@Com
You are craving attention even though you won't admit it!. You sound like a teenager as far as your age - what you're feeling is NORMAL for teenagers, and the good news is - it will pass!
Join something!. Get a job!. Play some sports, make theater sets for a local theatrical company, volunteer to visit with elderly at a nursing home (they would LOVE to have someone like their grandchild to visit and just chat!) attend Bible study class, hang out at a pet store or a local breeder and ask to help with dogs!. (Dogs love everyone, especially depressed teens!) You might even look into a 12-step program like AA!. You don't need to do anything or say anything 'with' others, but you'll be around others with some joy in their hearts!. And that is infectious - it might take a few weeks to worm into your heart and head, but it's not just you - and it's not terminal!. Just take it one day at a time and FORCE yourself into a situation with others!. Yes, your parents should help, but sometimes parent's aren't the answer!. You need to work on the strength within you!. It's there, it's hiding, but it's there!. Let your strength out!.!.!.and you will come out of this funk you're in!. Take care of # 1 - you!Www@Answer-Health@Com
Join something!. Get a job!. Play some sports, make theater sets for a local theatrical company, volunteer to visit with elderly at a nursing home (they would LOVE to have someone like their grandchild to visit and just chat!) attend Bible study class, hang out at a pet store or a local breeder and ask to help with dogs!. (Dogs love everyone, especially depressed teens!) You might even look into a 12-step program like AA!. You don't need to do anything or say anything 'with' others, but you'll be around others with some joy in their hearts!. And that is infectious - it might take a few weeks to worm into your heart and head, but it's not just you - and it's not terminal!. Just take it one day at a time and FORCE yourself into a situation with others!. Yes, your parents should help, but sometimes parent's aren't the answer!. You need to work on the strength within you!. It's there, it's hiding, but it's there!. Let your strength out!.!.!.and you will come out of this funk you're in!. Take care of # 1 - you!Www@Answer-Health@Com