Can you give me perspective for the future?!
Question: Can you give me perspective for the future?
Answers:
When you are ready, you could go back to regular college, or not. What I found interesting about your post was that you equate partying with happiness and that makes me worried. And here's the answer to your question --- There are so many ways in this world to find happiness/fun. You can find it in your religion, by helping others, by knowing that you've made the best decision for you life right now and when you are ready to make another decision, you will make the best decision you can possibly make then.
Are you depressed? That makes finding joy and happiness and fun really impossible. If you are depressed, you need to talk to someone and get help, because you can be happy.
As to finding fun when college is over, you'll find it doing things that make you happy and fulfilled --- your family, your friends, your job, or whatever life happens to make available for you.
Being alive and working on finding and enjoying my own happiness... :)